Lately, I’ve noticed that I’m super cranky and easily irritated. A lot of this has to do with things going on… or not going on… at work. I’ve had difficulty getting past my irritation, and don’t feel like myself at all. Usually, sitting and listening to John Mayer on my iPod soothes me and puts me in my happy place. When that doesn’t work, I sometimes just need a good cry to release whatever build up is brewing inside me. Even after both of those things, I felt a little better, but the feeling did not last long.
I didn’t realize this until just a few moments ago, but blogging also helps. In looking at my latest posts, you can see that I have not been keeping up… and I’m well aware of that. In fact, that bothered me. It bothered me in multiple ways: I hated that I didn’t have the time to blog, I hated that I was so consumed by work that I didn’t have anything to blog about, and I hated that I have not been able to keep up with the blogs that make me laugh and smile.
In the big scheme of things, I need to do this. For me. So even though things are crazy right now, I am going to make a point of writing every other day, even if it has to do with work things. And, I’m going to get back to finding time to read the blogs that I’ve lost track of. I’ve missed you guys and I’m missed my bloggie.